Gah...

Alright, the week is over... Well almost.

June is quickly approaching. For me... that means Crunch Time.

I had to do a Law essay for well... Law based on Capital Punishment in Canada, I had a month to do it. I did it in 2 hours yesterday. I accept that my procrastination was an irresponsible move, but what are you going to do? I am young and immature, that is how I am supposed to be until like ... what... 18? When I can legally do things on my own without parental signatures.

My Joseph Stalin Biography is due tomorrow, which... I am almost finished, just about maybe...150 more words minimum. Stupid English, I don't need it. I spoke Anglais Fine.

My psychology project will be presented on June... 8th ?? I don't remember, which is irresponsible on my part because.. that is when I have to present. It is about Munchhausen Syndrome and Munchhausen syndrome by proxy. Which is pretty dang interesting.

Math, I am starting to take responsibility in my work! I have started going to school early in the morning at 7:20 am to get extra help so that my mark will be better than it is now. Stupid questions like "Find the two roots of 12x^2 + 14 - 13x" I now understand.

Next year will be soo easy with an average of like 85% + all computer classes. With 1 gym course, 1 Entrepeunerial Skills course and a philosophy course... then I am done highschool YAY!

**HOLY CRAP! I'LL BE APPLYING FOR COLLEGE THIS YEAR(2007)**

What A Wonderful Weekend

What a wonderful weekend... for the hospital.

My grandfather on my fathers side is like in Palliative Care (A treatment that provides symptomatic relief but not a cure.) ...He aint leavin' alive.

My grandmother on my mothers side is in the hospital for some reason?

Which means, my mother and my father are in the same building. By the end of the week my mother or father will injure the other and the hospital will have to take another one of my family members into care.

What an event filled weekend. Stupid School Tomorrow.

My heart bleeds no more
now, it's been turned to stone.
Your stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.
Drag me on the ground.

Powerless I stand,
tarnished blade,
cutting through,
pushed into my vein.
Blood still stains my hands.
Sharpening in my sense of pain outside.

my heart bleeds no more.
now, it's been turned to stone.
You're stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.
Drag me on the ground.
Killing everything off inside.
Make sense of everything you tried to hide,
hide from me.

My heart bleeds no more;
now, it's been turned to stone.
My stomach feels sore from cutting up.
I ruined all my sanctity for you.
Smash me on the ground.

I wanted to, convince myself there's nothing else to do.
I wanted to, provide you with proof of what you put me through.
I wanted to, pretend that it was you.
(you're the worst thing that ever happened to me.)


Now!


Killing everything off inside.
Make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me.
My heart bleeds no more;
now, it's been turned to stone.
You're stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.
Smash me on the ground.

So...

So yesterday after 6 years Tara has got her braces off. So proud for her. She looks lovely.

During the Relay for Life, I walked around with the schools video camera all day and captured 3 hours of video. I am editing it now, but I have edited about 1 hour of it, cutting out about 15 minutes.

I have submit an application online to work for the recreational centre, but... online applications are never looked at in my opinion.

Whatever...

Relay For Life Today

YAY! I am running Security at my school's Relay For Life! I get a shirt and a walkie talkie to make me feel special! I will be there longer than anyone else. 9 am to 2 am that's a long time! But, it gets me community Service hours :)

This day also marks 14 months with Tara... that is a long time too!

Bike Like new

YAY! My bike is like new again!!

My bike was so broken it was embarrasing to use. The back tire was warped, the brakes were gone, the gears didn't work, the chain was noisy...and for $140 it got fixed they replaced it all with new parts.

I looked at my bank account and saw that there was only $21 left over. So, I REALLY need to go to the recreation centre and get an application, but I don't know when to go! I'll need to ride my bike there.

Well I guess having money in there is good, because It is still money left over from when I worked in the summer.

Got Stood Up

Yesterday, I woke up at 7 am to go to work with Corey. He didn't show up. He didn't even call, so I couldn't go back to sleep! Grrr, I hate that!

That is all. Thank you.

Tiring weekend

I am so unbelievably tired right now. Who with the right mind wakes up at 7 am on a Sunday? That is just crazy. It is because I am working with Corey today, apparently emptying out The Bay in Shoppers World. I like moving things :, I am 'working' 8 - 4, to be honest I don't even know what is going to happen in the next 10 mins. Is he coming to pick me up? Does he know where I live??

Last night I went to a friend's birthday party. We went Roller Skating, with those really old school rollerskates at Scooters Roller Palace. It was fun, I caught on instantly while others didn't know how to do it. We skated from 8 - 1 didn't get home till 2 am geez, thats like 5 hours sleep for me. Corey better buy me a coffee.

About the housing situation, I am fine with my fathers decision, as it is quite apparent he took me into consideration.